wtvness

hmmm…i think altho my family’s not perfect, stil i think my parents have done a good job raising us. At least, all of us have a decent education and they’ve managed to raise their kids well enough with religious basics that no one drink alcohol,take drugs or do nytin like dat except for one of my sibs who smokes, but well..we’re not perfect. But yeah, my parents have done a good job! Its not like my dad wished to leave the house if he really had a choice and my mom had worked like around the clock to provide the best for us. I hope I can repay them back coz they shud get the best in life too.love u, papa mama! kudos!

I’m izni.

I have lots and lots and lots of friends.

My secret? I’m nice to everyone.

i don’t hate and judge. I only love.

Backstabbers,liars,pretenders or wtv are never in my vocab.

Everyone has attitude problem even me,but if its too much i just ignore them.

If its too much too much, i let them have a piece of my drama first den ignore jgk in the end.

Hating ppl i don’t like is a waste of my time.

The only ppl that can get on my nerves are my parents and my younger sister. Not even my bf (for nw).

Fairly to say, I’ve met and know so many types of people in my life and more to come.

But that’s not the point i want to say..

This r..

SO far from all the ppl i know and met,

i think Nabil is still the nicest friend i’ve ever had, besides Lina that i just met in LKW.

And Munchers are the bestest friends ever. We are all so different yet we just love each other unconditionally.Like true sisters.

And i dont know y, but i’m the happiest among the GzE’s. Dey’re somehow a cherished part of my life now.

And from all the ppl i’ve met and know in my life, i don’t have any enemy of my own except one.

Not dat psycho Myza lah. She thinks I’m her enemy, but i seriously don’t care what she thinks.Wsste of time (again).

So,who’s my one and only enemy i totally officially declared?

The person who ‘betrayed’ me and i end up losing him as my bestfriend.

However, tq karma. She didn’t get what she betrayed me for in the end.

And me?

I still have my superduper whole lots of friends who knows I’m a good person,

and bonus, i finally have the greatest bf in the world someone can ever wish for!

Only nice ppl deserves nice things.

I tried but I still cant get over what the one had made me loose.

Even for a day since.(3 Nov 2005)

Omg..my thoughts r so random aren’t they?

freaky kn? =p

But don’t u have a life den to read dis til the end at da 1st place? OMG! huhu..

syg u, who read dis tp =)

Ppl(i don’t care whether Myza n her bf is reading dis or not)..i know u ppl mite think i’m taking dis myza kld-ness stufss too hard on me n bugging everyone out of their minds off ..n sincerely i am sorry n i am soryy..at first it was just more to like the usual i-think-i’m-rite-n-ur-wrong gedikness to ask her to stop putting shout outs on me..i don’t need(nvr intended on) her apology or kesedaran diri terhadap hal sebenar or wtv crap..but i don’t noe lah…earlier,it doesnt really bugs me n i noe i can stil take it eventually..after all,she only gets on hw-ugly-i-am-n-hw-pretty-she-is- issues…which i seriously am annoyed on da lameness of her(which is a good reason to bitch=my fav pastime) but not angry ‘angry’

BUT it came to a point, when she started saying my bf selera buaya telan je semua,berbf-kn betina sundal x laku yang bdn bergeretu,pandang pon x selera…on dat point onwards..i mmg naik gila punya naik gila skrg ok n i don’t care for u ppl out there if u cant understand wut i feel..its about standing for my pride n honour n maruah~ she has gone too far n has definitely say things dat cross the limit of a normal human being(me) yg kesabaran i personally(sad to say ) teros jadi mcm senipis kulit bawang je.Plus i’m da type yg kalau gila i dh naik,i need help..

WHY?perhaps i missed da crucial point : dat i am a recovering patient of high anxiety disorder(u don’t have to noe y i got it,just for now noe i do have it) and just only last April(since i came back to Msia) had i stop weekly seeing a psychiatrist(privately n voluntarily) n den a psychologist(dis one my lymphoma specialist kinda ordered-forced me!) .but i chose to stop on refusal to be drugged(dats wut US psychologist love to do!) coz dat wont actually really settle my sickness/problems,kn?n seriously,they’re a bunch of loafers!sitting on a chair charging u 200dollars(usd!) n hour for basically doing nothing(besides prescribing u stupid drugs!)!

.. .. Anyway,da thing is..ppl wif high anxiety disorder(which i think dat may be my dr’s kinda a lower level medical definition of being crazy?) i think?..sighs..shud be left alone.ok?How normal(which i am sumhow stil able to be/act from the help of my friends) i may seem on da outside,when my buttons have been switch on,i dont noe…its sad…

I will not noe hw to stop.Now u noe dat I am mentally sick as well n don’t(or NEVER) upset usl(DA LEAST ME) if u noe wuts best for u~ TIPS TO NOE PPL LIKE US: Ppl don’t just one day walk in their dean’s office when they’re happily overseas,refused to take the finals,was sent back home for good in two days time,n yet sumhw can stil keep the scholar?..Don’t u think there must be sumthing about me to make my sponsors be dat soo understanding to me? FYI,no sponsors are ever dat kind n tolerant in the world…chatty mode in public about ur dark secrets are not a healthy sign as well either..n realizing the pathetic-ness of your present actions but you can’t stop is one of da signs too..

I need support not judgements.Thank you for reading dis crap of mine til the end.

Ya Allah Myza..y must u put back ur shout out again saying how ugly n x laku i am semua?…i tot arfa n ur kak long semua lah dh nasihatkn u kn turunkn shout out tuh..?I malas ah nk ltak blk post i kutuk hw ugly u are and all *i’M SORRY..DATS NOT DA POINT HERE PON,KAN MYZA?*,after all now i think i’ll just agree lah kulit u licin and u cantik n laku semua..and unfortunately,i am not=(=(..But den,u have ur shout out n i have my blog =)..Its ur life,its ur shout out,its ur bf n u can u say wtv u want..n here,its my blog n my friends n we can give our opinions all we want too =).Sorrylah,kwn2 i ni x blaja tinggi2 sgt mcm u n kld..biase2 je..sorrylah kalau terkasar bahasa tuh..harap di maafkan lah yer..n btw,its been great fun! Thanks for initializing da fun~ *HUGS KISSES MUAHs MUAHS MUAHS myza!*

So, here’s some things my friends wanted to say to u as well Myza!

joey bloey | 14/11/2006

i seriously sokong ur shout out tu..
benci pompuan2 yg glabah ngan bf dia..
kalau sendiri tak cun faham2 la kan jangan takot ngan kita2 nie yg cun..
tol tak izni??

GZe YAMUD  | 14/11/2006
no worries izni! some ugly bitches really have their ways of venting out insecurities.. god is fair that way.. they’re the one appearin ugly and stupid at the same time!!
- posted 2 days ago

GZe Redzy  Posted 11/11/2006
woii, jangan kaco izni la, dia tak ingin balak ngko pun
- posted today

hi izni.. name i myza.. sorry la.. i ngaku i buruk.. i ngaku i lah yg edit sume gambar i kat frenster so that my bf will think im pwetty (notice the cute w’s i use in all my sentences coz im weally cwute!! awww!! sowee la tau.. i cume jeles ngan u je.. dah la masuk TV.. i nih gadis UKM jerw.. naik skuter je la yg i mampu.. sowwee again tau.. sewious i tak sewngaje.. and pls jgn kutuk i lagi pewlis.. i buruk pon tapi hati baik ok? kite kawan eh lepas nih.. (kiss on the cheeks).. ok la izni, i nak gi edit gambar i yg lain plak.. mane la tau ade my next guy yg akan terperangkap dgn my twap (trap).. hikhik.. comel tak i? (sambil menempek 3 bekas foundation di muka ku yg tak "bergerutu" nih.. i tau i comeyll.. bye izni.. stay beauty ok?? i respect sgt kat u.. hikhikhik.. mmuahs!!
-myza yg cun sgt- paling cun di kalangan minah skuter UKM (which is not that ramai in the first place)
Posted by: GZe YAMUD  | November 15, 2006 05:06 AM

to myza..stop dragging izni in ur problems..she’s got nothin to do with u…i wont let her being mistreated by some fuck up girl like u…n this is for fuckin real..so jus back off aite…theres nothing u’ll gain from this war..izni’s a gr8 girl n i love her very much.
Posted by: arriffuddinGze | November 15, 2006 07:17 AM

 

hmm.. firstly.. i sokong izni.. secondly (even though i mmg tak kenal myza nih) i think theres no point of u doing this myza.. so lame.. seriously.. come on la.. tak puas hati jumpa settle.. whats the point of having a "publisiti murahan".. it makes u look cheap.. really.. hmm mcm hmm nemmin i wont say the word.. grew up la.. come on babe.. i rasa izni mmg manusia yg penyabar kut.. kalau dia dah buat camnih nampak sgt la you’ve crossed the line.. tah.. i kesian la kat u myza.. u bukan malukan izni.. u malukan diri u sendiri.. hehs.. anyway.. delete la shout out tu.. dont be stupid cay.. berdamai la.. tak elok gaduh gaduh.. kadang kadang salah bf u sendiri.. ya la.. laki kan gatal (ahaks).. im speaking for myself jugak.. but maybe ur bf nye gatal dah tak tergaru.. hehe.. dah dah.. im starting to talk gibberish.. no point of me dragging this.. btw myza chill out.. have some weed then u will look preety too.. hahahaha
Posted by:Amir Hilmi| November 15, 2006 08:19 AM

 

hehe.
i somehow saw a perot boncit underneath the white jacket.
*isk jahatnye aku
Posted by:N A d i a - | November 15, 2006 08:21 AM

 

hahahah, yamud, sumpah tak bleyh blah.
kesian izniey, i dun see why some people can sink so low and put down others on their personal website shoutouts. not only that si polan binti si polan got all the facts wrong, she also made a point to publicly humilate my friend in response to what she thought was a plot to send her relationship to shambles. i pity si polan binti si polan namely because of the reasons listed below:

1. she doesnt have the balls to confront izniey in person but instead resort to online bickering

2. she is ridiculing herself by launching personal attacks towards izniey indicating her insensibility, immaturity and incapability to contemplate a better approach of presenting her concerns and anger. and i quote, ‘Izni is the ugliest bitch ever..Badan bergerutu ,mwuke cam bapok!Buat2 cancer spy owg kesian!OMG,pleashhh darling…at least i x terhegeh2 kat bf owg & nk view profile owg && bleh raba my food dlm my plate..Shian nyer x laku =).’ yup, that’s the exact words she said about izniey

3. she doesnt know the difference between the letters ‘r’ and ‘w.’ and who the fuck spells muka, or with reference to a less correct spelling of the same word muke, as mwuke?
first of all, izniey does have cancer, and if u were in her shoes, i dun think u can even bear half the physical and mental torture that she is going through.is it too difficult to ask izniey yourself what is ACTUALLY going on? even if it’s not a consolation on my part, i would have really paid u a little bit of respect if u had been more perspective on this matter than just being bluntly reactive
maybe yamud was right after all. "some ugly bitches have their ways of venting out insecurities. god’s fair that way.. they’re the ones appearing stupid"
Posted by: GZe Redzy  | November 15, 2006 08:45 AM

 

Can’t take sides but I will say this, sometimes, the little head tells the bigger head what to do. Things should’ve been taken care of long ago.
Posted by: Mr meRn | November 15, 2006 09:42 AM

hahaa.so cool izni..
nice 1…
go izni ;p
Posted by: Amirah | November 15, 2006 12:38 PM

sisness! is it just me or is it the bitches in us that make us sisses? way to go kiwi!!
Posted by: GZe YAMUD | November 15, 2006 02:49 PM

kiwi me?
hehe.
i learnt from the best.
aceh.
go go izni.
she’s prolly one of the nicest not so close friend i have.
Posted by: N A d i a - | November 15, 2006 03:51 PM

Hey, I just realised there’s a phone number there. LOL.
Posted by: Mr meRn  | November 15, 2006 06:44 PM

whoopsy, alyaa here. dunno y die klua ‘the’ je. wakakaaka.
anyways izni, super cool woman! bagus2, aku suke. org mcm tu mmg patut kene. tak malu nak memburuk-burukkan org laen tp tak sedar diri.wei, ko ingat ko tu lawa sgt ke??!!
owh, n redzy, she doesnt hv balls. at least i think she doesnt. okaaayy…alyaa being the super-kejam oso.
hmmm, n i also think that we shld blame the guy in this situation coz if it wasnt for him, this wouldnt happen…
hehe. sy suke blog ni izni.buat sy ketawe
Posted by: tHe aLYaA | November 15, 2006 08:08 PM

adoi mak dah pening….kesian kawan mak si izni ni…sampai hati betina garik tuh cakap mcam tuh kat kawan mak…hoi myza, kenapa hati ko kering sangat…si khalid tuh pulak very the perasan gud looking like whatever lah kan…iyew….muka korang dua (myza dan khalid) sah sah lalat pun tak nak hinggap sebab buruk sangat (balasan sebab kata muka izni menggerutu)..aderker patut khalid tuh kater kat kawan mak nie ymoute n redzy dress macam mat rempit dekat midvel…habis tuh dia dress macam aper, langsung tak smart pun…mak kalo nak bitch sekarang nie boleh jer, kalo korang baca confirm menangis tapi sajer mak tulis ala ala puteri gunung ledang pms jer, kalo mak meletop betul betul, habis terberanak kandungan anak luar nikah mak (siapa ayahnya?), matilahmak pecah lobang, (*lariii)…siaplah korang ngan makian mak…takper izni…u be good…orang orang macam ni biaser lah…dun worry izni,we’ll always be behind u..
ikhlas dari regina vissenssa
Posted by: GZe rgEn| November 16, 2006 01:25 AM

yo izni…u rock….jarang i open buletins except if the headline says’bitch’ n etc….hahaha u rock babes
Posted by: GZe adli | November 16, 2006 05:24 AM

She removed the shout out just so everyone know, I think it’s time for Izni to do the same, no?
Come on, we’re all adults here right? Altho it’s true that some of the people involved are really really really ugly? LOL.
Just joking, take it easy!
Posted by: Mr meRn | November 16, 2006 09:11 AM

 

Hey Izni, the person I impersonated the other day has already put down the shout out, as part of the deal (but yea, of course she did come up with other I’m-backin-off-but-I’m-not-completely-lost self-assurance mechanism) which never failed to surprise me AT ALL, considering.. you know.
And yeah, I say being the intelligent and strong person that you are.. I believe it’s time to put this blog down, as I know you will NEVER ever put yourself to a level as low as that achieved by that particular person.
You know, to indulge ourselves in pretentious fronts, mediocre slander and generally weak bitching techniques just aint our thing girl~! We come up with facts just at the right time and shut the heck out of that big fat rat’s ass (eg: Quoting from chat conversations, quoting the BF himself, you know that sorta stuffs) FACTS! Ain’t no lame im-prettier-than-you high-school stunts.
So yea, what say you? Im smelling victory from a faraway land. You’ve got nothing to lose and all the self-worth and pride you can muster out of this.
All in all, it has been good fun!
Lesson of the day: Never outbitch your master and you’ll remain blessed in this bitch-eats-bitch world..
Posted by: GZe YAMUD  | November 16, 2006 09:22 AM

 

mule2 aku mls nk lyn drama tapi dh bace shout out tuh rase cm terpanggil
lak.i think it’s really low to put up stuff like dat in

ur

fster page n etho aku mmg tade kne mengene
aku nak ckp gak. nak bitch tayah ah ckp org menggerutu weyh. tayah la bwt
perangai american high school kids. sungguh membencikan dan aku sudah tidak
tahan dgn mereke yg gemar ke mall pastu bercakap macam org tade otak. dahla
queue panjang, nak denga seseko mengomel x tentu pasal sampai sejam, nak sepak
je rase.haihs.

kepade encik2 boyfriend, jangan menggatal,
adik2 girlfriend, dun get caught up in emo-ness aite.
guys lie all the time. it’s not always another bitch’s fault.

izni, terharu tak? tp aku kne ckp gak, chill la izniey, k. i totally agree
wif yamud. nnti ko same std ngan org yo ko kutuk. sungguh tidak best.

hehs. byebye

Posted by: waikiki’-c…
| November 16, 2006 11:15 AM

 

 

..dun waste a minute not being happy..if one window closes,open de next window or break down a door.